I’m so freaking tired of my hair!!

[Xalis]

rant: Right now I have starter traditional locs in. I’m over them. Before that I had starter microlocs, got bored and hated how much the upkeep was to retighten.

Before that, I was natural. Things were going good until about a year and a half in. I said to myself, if I detangle one more time, I’m shaving it all off. My hair was a tangled, dry hot mess no matter what I did or put on it.

before that I was relaxed. Hated how after a week my hair looked limp and greasy. I missed the way it was flowy after a fresh relaxer, but because heat is bad for your hair. I couldn’t just flat iron it once a week, I had to do braid outs and Bantu knot outs, etc. styles I have no energy for anymore.

At one time I was constantly in braids. LOVED it. Too bad I was in high school and my parents paid for it. It costs too much to keep getting braids with my own money. Not to mention the time it took to get them put in and to take down. No thanks…,

the only time I enjoy my hair (no protective style) is when I BC. That small TWA that doesn’t need to be detangled. It takes a second to wash and put product in my hair. If it didn’t make me look masculine I’d chop it off right now.

I don’t know, maybe I’ll do a short pixie cut, but I feel like that’s high maintenance….