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NailsForLife
Happy Thanksgiving and more!
Hi, All!   I wanted to wish my fellow BTers a very happy turkey day!!!  Also, I wanted to say that I'm thankful for my family, friends, and the best thing I found this year:  Nars Smudgeproof Eyeshadow Base!   No more oily lids for me.  Woo hoo!   What are you thankful for?
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prettyinpa
HALL OF FAMER prettyinpa / HALL OF FAMER HALL OF FAMER / replied
Happy Thanksgiving day to all you beauties!  Hope you have a peaceful, relaxing day with friends and family. Rest up for the big sales on Thursday night and Friday! see post
shortstuff07
Naked on the Run, who got it?
Naked on the Run launched at 1:00 am PST this morning, and I'm wondering who else snagged it!  I did, mostly just because it looks portable and I have all of the other Naked's, so I needed to round out the collection.  I also picked up a few of the liquid liners in the sale section, they're $10!    
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Rhysley
Rhysley / NEWCOMER / replied
i cant seem to find it anywhere...although i am vib rouge see post
sephoramusthave
What are you wearing today?
What makeup is everyone wearing today?   Today I am wearing:   1. Benefit Hello Flawless Foundation in Champagne 2. Benefit Coralista blush 3. TheBalm Mary-Loumanizer 4. Dior Creme de Rose Lipbalm 5. Dior Addict Lipstick in 454 6. Benefit Creaseless Cream shadow in RSVP   and under all this I am wearing Neutrogena Pure and Free Liquid Sunblock SPF 50   So c'mon now...confess!
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SDdenm
HALL OF FAMER SDdenm / HALL OF FAMER HALL OF FAMER / replied
Ooooooohhh that lip color! It almost looks as if you painted your lips with marker and I swear I mean that as a compliment!! Your lips are perfectly outlined and the col... see post
wendyomgwar
Notorious November Hauls!
Hey guys ! It's a new month so you know what that means!! New haul thread time whoop whoop!! With the sale coming up soon at Sephora I know you ladies will be hauling so show me what you're getting!! I'll add in my additions soon !
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emmohh
HALL OF FAMER emmohh / HALL OF FAMER HALL OF FAMER / replied
I would buy just for the presentation. Simply divine! see post
frizzellemily
Brushes
What are the best brushes for highlighting and contouring?
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kittichick
I'm pretty sure I want this. Able? Disable?
One of Birchbox's LE seasonal boxes, A Vanity Affair. I have been gazing at it since it came out and have yet to pull the trigger. It's $100 (meep!), but if I hurry my slow butt up, I can still get 20% off.   Thoughts?       It includes: BY TERRY Baume de Rose – Travel Size Chantecaille Luminous Gloss – Lychee or Passionfruit JINsoon Nail Lacquer – Coquette JINsoon Nail Lacquer – Nostalgia Maison Caulières Perfumed Bath Oil – Travel Size MAKE Calypso Palette Rosanna Alhambra Medium Vessel Serge Normant Dream Big Instant Volumizing Spray – Travel Size SHU UEMURA Art of Hair Essence Absolue Oil-in-Cream – Travel Size Stephanie Johnson Tinseltown Gold Jewelry Tray Sunday Riley Good Genes Treatment – Travel Size Tata Harper Volumizing Lip & Cheek Tint TOCCA Eau de Parfum, Margaux – Travel Size
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Tamara76
BEAUTY SAVANT Tamara76 / BEAUTY SAVANT BEAUTY SAVANT / replied
I agree -Baume de Rose is the most luxurious lip product I have ever tried - it was love at first try! see post
Masaya
if you have a clarisonic
HiHi. I am recently intrigued by the various "skins" on the clarisonic systems, especially the mia2. I noticed that some can only be purchased by a specific retailer and my favorite one has to be from QVC. If you ladies have a clarisonic whether a regular colored or one with a different skin please show me!! BTW here is mine love you~
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chloe3036
BEAUTY BOSS chloe3036 / BEAUTY BOSS BEAUTY BOSS / replied
What?? Skins for Clarisonic are out there? I'm so going to buy one! Yours is super cute though:) see post
chouchou07
PERRICONE MD BLUE PLASMA
I am really interested about the fact that the perricone blue plasma target dead skin cell. Dead skin on my face is my major concern. For those who used it ? Did you notice any good results? Is it worth the price. I have a dry-combination skin with post acne dark sports. 
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jellybean917
HALL OF FAMER jellybean917 / HALL OF FAMER HALL OF FAMER / replied
I use Blue Plasma occasionally, with no huge differences. I think makeup application goes a little better when I use it, but I don't think it's worth the money. For me, ... see post
makeupandroses
Full dry lips always
Okay, so I have medium full lips. Always always compared to Drew Barrymore so that's a good idea of what I'm dealing with. Not no Jolie though haha. Anyways I looooooove lip colors but I'm always drying out and I can literally rip strips of skin off my bottom lip. That's the issue. I use fresh sugar repair treatment..even the scrub doesn't do much. When I was a kid I always had red red red lips with rings of chapped mess. I have sensitive super white skin, so if I make a mistake you can see it all too well. Tips please and products please
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Jessicaclara
BEAUTY MASTER Jessicaclara / BEAUTY MASTER BEAUTY MASTER / replied
I find its best to gently exfoliate with a washcloth after I've brushed my teeth and washed my face, so the water has softened them a bit. Afterward I apply a thick laye... see post
lexibrielle
favorite BB cream?
Hey everyone! I wear Estee Lauder Double Wear foundation everyday. I'm only 16, so sometimes I feel like it's a bit too much for me. I'm looking to switch to a BB cream. Since ELDW has great coverage, it's important to me that my BB cream isn't too light in coverage as I've found some BB creams to be. I have a few birthmarks that I like to cover along with some redness around my nose area. Can anyone recommend a BB cream for me to try?
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meagboho
HALL OF FAMER meagboho / HALL OF FAMER HALL OF FAMER / replied
I use Estée Lauder BB cream daywear and love it. Good luck! see post
madam31
black friday 2014
are the black friday deals only in store? or online as well???
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dianabt
dianabt BEAUTY ADVISOR / BEAUTY ADVISOR BEAUTY ADVISOR / replied
yes! like last year, they are $12 see post
bowlerchick1986
Hypoallergenic chapstick/lip treatment
I'm looking for suggestions on a hypoallergenic chapstick/lip treatment.  I have recently developed an allergy to something in some chapsticks.  I have tried various different brands like EOS, burts bee's and various types of blistex all of which I seem to be reacting badly to.  Any suggestions on something that may work? 
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liz204
Am I over exfoliating my face?
  I recently went to an esthetician for a facial and I told her what I was using at home. She told me I was using too many products and it was actually more harmful for my face. Background about me : I have really oily skin. I have been using Pro Activ for a long time and have within the last month switched over to using Kate Sommerville. I have cystic acne usually around my chin ( possibly hormonal acne)   My skin care regimen: am: Kate Sommerville Daily Cleanser ( I use with my carisonic)        -pro Activ toner or Kate Sommerville toner        -Kate Sommerville Acne clearing lotion        - I spot treat acne spots with Murad Acne spot Fast Fix or Lush Grease Lightning        - I moisturize with my Kate Sommerville moisturizer or Clinique dramatically different moisturizing gel   night: Kate Sommerville Daily Cleanser ( use clarisonic)          -pro activ or Kate Sommerville toner           -I spot treat with proactiv refining mask or Eradikate          -everywhere else I use Dr. Dennis Gross Moisturizer   usually every other day I use a different clay mask( glam glow or an over the counter mask) then use an enzyme mask right after   every Friday I use my Kate Sommerville resurfacing pads every Mon I use Exfolikate   I know it may seem too much but I don't know what to cut out. I feel like every product has a purpose. My face responds better to Benzoyl peroxide. I have tried many other products in the past that have not worked and were suggested by my dermatologist ex. Cetaphil, Murad etc. Ive only within the last month have incorporated the use of masks and chemical peels into my facial routine.
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liz204
BEAUTY PRO liz204 / BEAUTY PRO BEAUTY PRO / replied
O my gosh I never thought about it, but your right. see post
greenchilli
30 day lipstick challenge
For those of us that love lipsticks and have several of them, do you rotate or reach for the same few? I wear some more than others. And some have been neglected a lot (although they are very pretty). I thought of holding myself to wearing a new lipstick everyday for 30 days. Lets see how long this will last. If I last 30 days, maybe I will go longer.  Ha...lets see if I last 2 weeks.   Anybody else?  I am quite excited about it....   Day 1, 11/10/14 - Maybelline Vivids in Vivid Rose. Day 2, 11/11/14 - NARS Funny Face Day 3, 11/12/14 - NARS Satin Lip Pencil - Yu Day 4, 11/13/14 - NARS Audacious in Annabelle Day 5, 11/14/14 - NARS Audacious in Charlotte Day 6, 11/15/14 - CK One Pure Color in 610-Bite Me (almost wore Chanel....another day) Day 7, 11/16/14 - Bobbi Brown Rich Lip Color in Electric Violet Day 8, 11/17/14 - YSL Rouge Volupte #34 Rose Asarine Day 9, 11/18/14 - BITE Beauty High Pigment pencil - Winterberry Day 10,11/19/14 - CHANEL Rouge Allure in Palpitante Day 11,11/20/14 - YSL Rouge Pur Couture in #40 Rouge Eros Day 12,11/21/14 - BITE Matte Lip Crayon in Framboise Day 13,11/22/14 - NARS Red Lizard Day 14,11/23/14 - Bobbi Brown Art in Stick Bright Raspberry Day 15,11/24/14 - NYX Matte lipstick in Aria Day 16,11/25/14 - Burts Bees tinted lip balm
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greenchilli
HALL OF FAMER greenchilli / HALL OF FAMER HALL OF FAMER / replied
Oooh, so pretty!   Thanks Chloe...you are making the thread more fun! see post
hadtotryit
Black Friday 2014 Anticipation / Information from 2013
  List of Sephora Black Friday deals, courtesy of shapeshifter. These are the ones she is aware of for SIJCP. She and I communicated about her post of this information getting lost within this thread and making it easy for all of you to know what the deals are. So a zillion hearts for her.  I'll put the original thread information in a spoiler.    Updated 11/25/14 to reflect/categorize the items officially previewed by Sephora.   From Day 3 Snapchat Preview:   - Formula X nail polishes. (This was not in the original shapeshifter list so perhaps this will not be available at SIJCP) - Bare Minerals set: Eyeshadow duo (not certain of colors, but looked like a plum and a goldish) with Moxie lip gloss in Rebel - Josie Maran set: mini Bare naked nail wipes and mini apricot hand cream - Sephora collection: set of two precision makeup sponges - Bocia set: Deluxe size Black Mask and full size charcoal blotting papers - CLEAN set of 4 mini roller balls - Tarte set: mini lipgloss and mini blush in Magic, travel size Lights, Camera, Lashes - Make Up Forever set: 2 shimmery lip glosses, one pink, unsure of the colors, sorry. - Alterna: Caviar Anti-aging Replenishing Moisture Shampoo and what appears to be a companion item - maybe the conditioner? (This was not in the original shapeshifter list so perhaps this will not be available at SIJCP) - BLISS Fabulous Foaming Face Wash. (This was not in the original shapeshifter list so perhaps this will not be available at SIJCP) - Too Faced set: Deluxe mini BTS mascara and original shadow insurance   From Day 2 Snapchat Preview :   - Buxom: Sculpted Lash Mascara and Hold the Line waterproof liner (black)- 12oz - Origins: Clear Improvement Active Charcoal Mask, Modern Friction Nature's Gentle Dermabrasion and Drink-Up Intensive Overnight Mask. (This was not in the original shapeshifter list so perhaps this will not be available at SIJCP) - Living Proof: Perfect hair day, 5-in-1 styling treatment, Shampoo and Conditioner shampoo. (This was not in the original shapeshifter list so perhaps this will not be available at SIJCP) - Bite Beauty: 3 mini lush fruit lip glosses in Rambutan, Strawberry and Currant in a zip bag. - First Aid Beauty: 2oz cleanser and 2oz ultra repair cream - Ole Henriksen: travel size African Red Tea foam cleanser and travel size Brightening Cleansing Cloths   From Day 1 Snapchat Preview :   - Kat Von D: mini lip duo with a Studded Kiss in Lolita and an Everlasting Liquid Lipstick in Berlin - 12 oz. Philosophy Purity Made Simple - Tocca: Giulietta (light green) and Stella (orange) - Nest: Dahlia & Vines, Indigo, and Midnight Fleur - Smashbox: Be Legendary mini lippies. Not sure of the colors. (This was not in the original shapeshifter list so perhaps this will not be available at SIJCP) Remaining items as found by shapeshifter. Expecting these items to officially be revealed on the Instagram posts scheduled for Wednesday.   - Too Faced set: Deluxe mini Original Shadow Insurance and Champagne Shadow Insurance - Smashbox set: travel size original face primer, full exposure mascara, high def concealer (sorry, don't know the color, but most likely whatever the midrange one is…) - Sephora collection: eyeshadow passport (not sure on colors, looked like nudes)v - Pink Sugar: roller ball (I think full size) - Juicy Couture: double ended roller ball (not totally sure what scents) - Perricone MD: travel sized Face Finishing Moisturizer .5oz - Peter Thomas Roth: FirmX peeling gel exfoliant. It looked like 1oz size.     Photos fom Snapchat/Sephorasnaps :   Day 3 Photo.       Day 2 Photo.      Day 1 Photo         Determination of when the online sales will go live: - This is still a great mystery. 12 am EST according to someone who made a mental note of it last year but so far, no official word for this year. Would love for a mod to help us out on this one.   Determination of store hours for Black Friday: -From what I've gathered, and folks, please chime in - Black Friday hours are location specific and dependent on a number of factors. If your free-standing Sephora is inside a mall, they will likely match the opening hours for that mall. At my local mall, stores opened at midnight, and so then, did Sephora. At my SIJCP, hours were based on when Penny's opened. For Sephora's that are not in a mall, or Penny's, they will like go with whatever time that "plaza" is going to open. I called my two favorite Sephora's in Arizona. I don't live there, but when I'm there, they are the ones I go to. The one on 15169 N Scottsdale Rd is going to open at 8 am. The one in Fashion Square mall is going to open at 6 am. But here is the BEST news. For the free standing Sephora's, it looks like Black Friday hours are posted for most stores, on the locations page of sephora.com. For fun, I pulled up the stores with a 90210 zip code:          
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Rhiannon1419
BEAUTY BOSS Rhiannon1419 / BEAUTY BOSS BEAUTY BOSS / replied
Question - which may have already been answered, sorry! - How quickly do these deals normally sell out online? Will I only have time to add one thing to my cart before t... see post
Vaashtii
Urban Decay Revolution Lipstick thoughts?
I just got my first ever BI reward in the shape of a lipstick sample for Urban Decay Revolution Lipstick. I love the color and it feels good so far. But I haven't read anything about it so I was just wondering what popular opinion is.    Thanks!! 
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texasgirl79
BEAUTY MAVEN texasgirl79 / BEAUTY MAVEN BEAUTY MAVEN / replied
I just bought my first UD Revolution lipstick in Rush and Shame, and so far I really like them.  They feels nice on and lasts a reasonable amount of time for a non-long ... see post
notcreative
Deals too good to pass Up!
I have been getting a lot of great emails.  Hopefully, some of these deals can come in handy for the rest of you.  Have you seen any awesome ones you want to share?  Now, is a great time to haul.      
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meganlisa
HALL OF FAMER meganlisa / HALL OF FAMER HALL OF FAMER / replied
Etude House (Kollectionk) has 10% off the whole site; 20% if you spend $30 and free shipping at US $100. see post
meganlisa
Korean and Japanese brands. Anyone care or buying?
I was looking at Urban Outfitters and some bloggers...all these Korean brands.  The first Tony Moly is on Sephora (and Shiseido but not Shu eumura).  Anyone buy them?  Like the cute packaging?  Are the colors transferable to most people's everyday? Insight is so appreciated! And Shu Eumura has 25% off now.  Buying anything?
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meganlisa
HALL OF FAMER meganlisa / HALL OF FAMER HALL OF FAMER / replied
Etude House (Kollectionk) has 10% off the whole site; 20% if you spend $30 and free shipping at US $100. see post
Monabrin
why beauty insider and otehr beauty codes are not working for Germany ?
NikaBT
NikaBT BEAUTY ADVISOR / BEAUTY ADVISOR BEAUTY ADVISOR / replied
Hi Monabrin,   Promotional codes are only available for clients within the US and Canada. If you are going through the international checkout process there should no... see post
jemly
Are you "trialing" a new product ? Want to talk about it ?
trying new products can be...overwhelming. do you love a product because it works ? can you tell right away if it's performing the way you want it to ? sometimes i'm so happy to finally try something and let my enthusiasm blind my  actual  impression of it (at least at first )   it takes time to come to proper conclusions ! particularly when it comes to skincare, but makeup too.   so here's a thread where we can discuss our experiences while trying a product  for a first time. it can also be a place that people can reference if they're considering a new product.   right now i'm trying a sample of the REN v-cense night cream. i've only used it for 2 nights so far, but i LOVE IT. i love it so much i'm tempted to go ahead and grab it up, but i need to make sure it doesn't break me out over time (it contains shea butter which *can* be a breakout trigger for me, but not necessarily). it smells of frankincense which i adore, but i know for some people would be a turn off.   i'm also checking out the VICHY aqualia thermal serum. i really love the CAUDALIE vinosource s.o.s. thirst quenching serum, and prefer the texture of it to the VICHY, but think the caudalie may break me out slightly (i also was probably overusing it...i was very enthusiastic). so i'm just trying to figure out which i prefer.   how about you ?
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fluffymuha
HALL OF FAMER fluffymuha / HALL OF FAMER HALL OF FAMER / replied
Ok, time for my update!   Over the last week of my Boscia Black Cleanser trial, I fell in love.   It doesn't give my skin dry patches anymore (maybe I'm hydrating be... see post
TheSocialQuota
Found in the Wild "New"
Ok BT, what did you find today? Edit: Sticky plug to a FABULOUS thread. Found a  Deal? Post it here - http://community.sephora.com/t5/Hauls/Deals-too-go od-to-pass-Up/td-p/1513386  Edit 10-2, feel free to post if you find something from your favorite brand. Link to the item, price, and brief description so that folks can at a glance decide if they want to clickie to Love or Buy. ^-^   As an FYI, here are the 26 pages I'm trolling for what was newly added today . Usually pretty easy to do because the newest items have 20 loves or less and no reviews.  In general I will check in the morning and late afternoon and post what I find.   Acqua di Parma, Ardency Inn, Antasasia, Atelier Cologne, BareMinerals, Bite Beauty, Chloe, Elizabeth and James, Josie Maran, Jurlique, L'Occitane, Lavanilla, Marc Jacobs Makeup, Marc Jacobs Perfume, Marula, NEST, Obsessive Compulsive Cosmetics, Sephora Collection, Sephora Favorites, Smashbox, Tarte, Tata Harper, Thierry Mugler, Tocca, TokyoMilk Dark, Too Faced, Urban Decay, Victor & Rolf
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Mochapj
HALL OF FAMER Mochapj / HALL OF FAMER HALL OF FAMER / replied
EWwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwW!   Ew. see post
Kclr16
BLACK FRIDAY
Just noticed this page:   http://www.sephora.com/contentStore/mediaContentTe mplateNoNav.jsp?mediaId=17200052&_requestid=23570   BLACK FRIDAY Be the first to see our once-a-year specials. Follow SephoraSnaps on Snapchat from November 23 - 25 to see what’s coming up on Black Friday. Not on Snapchat? You can still view the deals early on Instagram beginning November 26. Until then, visit our Weekly Specials to shop current offers.   Downloading Snapchat now...
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kssweetheart
HALL OF FAMER kssweetheart / HALL OF FAMER HALL OF FAMER / replied
Hi Diana, Can you tell me/us when the Black Friday sale actually starts? Thanks a bunch & Happy Turkeyday. :) see post
Reynitaa
Interview!!!
What is the meaning of beauty to Sephora?   What are some company's that Sephora competes with? What impressions do the audience get from your advertisements? What is the most common device Sephora sends in each advertisements? Whats the original intention of your most recent advertisement? 
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jsmile
BEAUTY WHIZ jsmile / BEAUTY WHIZ BEAUTY WHIZ / replied
Is english your second language? Maybe stating what the purpose of your questions would be helpful in order to get answers. see post
Mochapj
Show Me Your Audacious Collection
Beauties, how Audacious have you gotten?    I need to get some of these and am going to swatch tomorrow.   If you have Audacious lippies, show us what colors you've picked up, and share what other colors you're still lusting after.   Just from looking at swatch sheets last month, (on Temptalia I think) I saw about 15 I wanted   How about you?   Also, hat tip to jemly for inspiring this thread
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lyravega
HALL OF FAMER lyravega / HALL OF FAMER HALL OF FAMER / replied
Yaaay! Finally ordered Dominique! It is available on Barneys right now. She's gonna be mine, aaaal mine... soon! Happy dance is in order! :D       see post
nucita
Hi, im looking for a most beautifu cranberry eyesshadow
   
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SuzeAlex
HALL OF FAMER SuzeAlex / HALL OF FAMER HALL OF FAMER / replied
Mordello Cherry might be a good suggestion if it were ever in stock, but it usually isn't.  I suggest you try,   Too Faced - Chocolate Bar - Cherry Cordial Makeupgeek... see post
texasgirl79
Revlon Colorstay vs MUFE
Is anyone familiar with Revlon colorstay foundation?  Ive heard good things about it, especially for us with oil/combo skin.  I'm currently using MUFE Matte Velvet in color 15.  I'm wondering what color to buy the Revlon in.  I hate buying and returning colors for drugstore foundations, seems so wasteful.   Thanks!! 
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drrobin
The skin under my eyes has gotten thin with winkles. Any recommendations?
I am 42 years old, and have had a very stressful year.  It shows on my face.  I have been lucky up until now to not to have much in the way of aging issues, but this year has hit me hard.  I need something to plump up the skin under my eyes and fight those lines and wrinkles that are starting to pop up.  I would love to hear about others' experiences.  I have medium toned skin that is usually normal to oily, but in the winter it does tend to get dry.  Thank you.
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NikaBT
NikaBT BEAUTY ADVISOR / BEAUTY ADVISOR BEAUTY ADVISOR / replied
Hi drrobin,   mrsbaine has great advice, there's nothing like sleep and water, but it goes without saying there are times in our lives when great sleep and relaxatio... see post
beautygirl45
How to cover up dark circles?
  So I have bad dark circles under my eyes. Just wondering what can I do to cover up and conceal them? Thanks, Sarah
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laurabt
laurabt BEAUTY ADVISOR / BEAUTY ADVISOR BEAUTY ADVISOR / replied
Hi Beautygirl, I also have pretty dark circles under my eyes. I highly recommend Bobbi Brown Corrector which is designed to brighten and neutralize under eye disco... see post
Vaashtii
Nail polish recommendations?
So I haven't been into painting my nails for awhile. One of my besties sent me some jamberries, and I went over to a friend's house so we could do our nails together.    I decided only to put a couple of the jamberries on because it was a busy design and I thought it'd be too much to have that on all of my fingers. I was just going to leave it at that because I hate it when I paint my nails and it chips right off the bat so I wasn't going to waste my tme. My friend talked me into painting my nails using this awesome top coat that she has (that Sephora doesn't carry). And it lasted a lot longer than I expected!!    So I bought some of the top coat and repainted them last week and it's lasted over a week even with the cheap polish I used.    SO now I need more!! I've been perusing Sephora.com in search of the perfect red nail polish. Most of the reds are too bright. I'm looking for a darker red.    Any suggestions? I'm eyeing a few different shades from Formula X but I love BT and wanted to see what you ladies recommend.  Thanks so much!! 
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Vaashtii
BEAUTY BUFF Vaashtii / BEAUTY BUFF BEAUTY BUFF / replied
Thank you!! That sounds exactly like what I am looking for!! see post
ballerinagrl
TOM FORD NUDE DIP AVAILABLE SELFRIDGES
It just came into stock in the last half hour. They ship internationally if anyone is interested!
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fluffymuha
HALL OF FAMER fluffymuha / HALL OF FAMER HALL OF FAMER / replied
ballerinagrl, I could kiss you! I haven't been too active on BT in the past few days, but something drew me in this evening :P    You know I've been going crazy lookin... see post