Heartbroken 💔

[EmmsAnn]

It seems unreal to me. Never thought that something like this, could happen here? Can hurt people you love? I just wanted to say, tell the ones you love how much they mean to you-everyday. Hold them close, cherish each moment.❤️ I’ve lost so many in my life... that I was afraid to feel, or let anyone close. The scars on the inside, began to show on the outside.. I still have yet to find, what will help the with the scars and other imperfections that are a constant reminder of my own personal hell- a few months that I still can’t believe is real- from my sisters suicide to me leaving an abusive relationship.....sorry.. I feel like I’m crying and finally feeling... that was only the beginning- yet, I know I have to get up each day... and try to smile... because of my children.... ❤️ Then, something like this happens... I hurt for the mom who lost 4 daughters... the other who lost 2 sons??? All from same beautiful family?? And their best friends... 17 in that Limo??? My niece was so close to them... I hurt for what she is feeling again. 💔 I guess my point is I???? hurt ?I do feel, even though I try to stuff my feelings down... I do things like shop instead.. or I’ll take it on my face.. If anyone can relate to that?? That would be great?? Because, I’ll spend hours picking, cystic acne.. folliculitis.. then using sooo many different products to try to help.. That’s improved. Now I just pick- have the scars, large pores,& some breakouts... I never let anyone see me without makeup 💄 Well, it seems like I’ve been hiding from the world, so I don’t seem to let anyone see me... Anyways... Thank you for letting me.. feel. Please, take a moment and say a little prayer for everyone who lost their lives & the ones they loved. Also for the amazing first responders!!!!🚑🚓🚒 They really need our support.. what incredible human beings... Thank you for all you do, everyday❤️ I guess that, I hope everyone happiness . That life is too short and too precious, we need to love more, smile more, share more.😊 Make it matter. #amsterdamstrong #hurt

[GG84]

@EmmsAnn My Fiancee was killed a few years ago. This time of year is especially difficult for me. I can relate to spending money when there is no need to, because it's just something to do and silence is my worst enemy. I can relate to other aspects also though I don't want to post them, but I get it. We all feel  - I don't have the answers as I'm still trying to navigate each minute of everyday myself. Find comfort in things that bring you happiness, those are the moments I look forward to.

[flamingolegs]

I grew up near there, it's unconscionable.  My heart is broken for those families.